Homo!

I have wanted to write this note for a while now, just I wasn't sure anyone would give a shite. Then I remembered no-one ever does, so here I go!

Most people have guessed, been informed or just knew that I am a qualified gayer. I came tumbling out the closet (much to me and my mother's amusement) and from then on struggled to come to terms with my *shudders* sexuality.

The thing is no matter how accepting the world pretends to be it will always be seen as taboo to sleep with the same sex. And I do understand that, I have never asked the world to join hands and share the love. I can be a pretty homophobic homo...due to the fact I am scared of the whole thing, 3 years after I came crashing out of the closet and I can't bring myself to saying 'I'm Gay'.

I don't think I need to tell everyone what sex I plan on doing a naked dance with, I'm not defined by what turns me on but I would hope by this golden personality I have been blessed with ;P But my problem is that I do believe I shouldn't have to walk around with a sign on my head, but then when it comes to people asking if I have a girlfriend I never say limp my wrist and inform them I bat for the other team. I would much rather not tell anyone, you don't know how people will react.

Everytime you meet new people or start a new job you dread the question coming up, sadly i'm not very 'gay acting' and so people don't just guess (which would save a lot of hassle) and so people will treat me like any other. And I like that, when i'm in a room full of strangers im just normal.

This note never needed to be written, but I realised there are friends on facebook who don't know about my 'dirty little secret' (and there is no reason they need to, after all what happens behind closed doors isn't of much concern to others).

I'm still Joe Tribe, master of nought,serial moaner and part time joker. I'm not Joe, 'my gay mate'.